Wednesday, February 3, 2016

Baby Girl is Born!

She is here! Just days before I turned 43 I gave birth to a healthy baby girl after an unplanned and totally spontaneous pregnancy.  The pregnancy was completely smooth and my Maternal Fetal Specialist had me on close watch, gave me a lot of TLC, and kept me on Lovenox and Baby Aspirin the whole pregnancy (well, up until right before delivery).  The delivery itself was a dream and she was born after just 2 pushes.  Our baby girl is doing great and is sooooo easy and happy. Our pediatrician called her "perfect" and we have to agree. ;-)

We don't know how or why we were finally able to carry a healthy child to term. We had 8 pregnancy losses and then did IVF through embryo donation to get our son.  I hope my journey will give hope to people who have suffered many losses or told it was hopeless. We had quite a few doctors say we couldn't do it and I certainly didn't think it would happen at age 42.  You just never know what God may have in store.     

Monday, July 20, 2015

The Story Continues: Surprisingly Pregnant (Again!?)

I am still trying to comprehend it but after we got our miracle baby through the gift of embryo adoption, we have spontaneously become pregnant with a baby girl due 11 weeks from today.  This will be our first biological child together and we are stunned, thrilled, and just over the moon with excitement to meet her.

I'm 42 and we were not trying to conceive and I was in no way preparing my body for a pregnancy...which we believed to be impossible. We have had all kinds of tests and 12 scans with this pregnancy and everything has come back perfectly.  I'm not taking any special meds and am not on immune treatments except for Lovenox.

It is inexplicable but we are beyond thrilled and I just had to update the blog!

   

Sunday, September 15, 2013

Baby Boy is Here!

Our precious little boy was born on June 30, 2013 weighing just over 7 pounds after a touch and go labor and birth. He is healthy and truly a bundle of joy and I have never been so happy to be sleep deprived.

Our little miracle (thanks to God and science!) is taking up all my time and love so I have not been posting much and probably won't be in the foreseeable future.

Thank you to everyone who supported us and cheered us on.  Don't give up on your dream of a baby whoever you are... we are proof that where there is a will, there is a way. 

Thursday, May 9, 2013

Third Trimester Worries and Hopes

We've had a few scares with this pregnancy when a some questionable things were found on our scans, but really things continue to progress well and I am trying to keep my anxiety level down to a minimum. I know we're in the home stretch but I have to admit that I will not have real peace until we can deliver and take home a precious baby...God willing.  It is really comforting to feel him move and kick now and that provides daily reassurance. But for someone who has had a lot of losses, I find my thoughts bombarded by things like, "Is he moving enough? Has movement slowed down? Could the cord be around his neck? Is the placenta still functioning correctly? What did that sharp pain mean? Am I having too many Braxton Hicks contractions? Is my cervix holding out?"   The questions go on and on.

But right now baby boy continues to measure ahead and is even in the 90th percentile (we're all hoping he slows down a bit!). To think that doctors were concerned about IUGR (intra uterine growth restriction) when a 2 vessel cord was discovered at week 18 seems just funny now when they say he's getting too big. All I can say is that my prayers for his cord to work and get him proper nutrition seems to have been answered in the affirmative. :)  One of the techs told me last week that she has seen many, many 2 vessel cords in her years of practice and that she can count on one hand the times it actually affected a baby's growth.  Wish I'd heard that weeks ago!

Here's the latest profile shot...the cord is above his mouth, but I think it looks like he's smoking a pipe! ;)



So now waiting and being patient is the hardest thing. I'm uncomfortable, yes, but mostly I'm anxious to get this baby out into the world where all the perils we seem to face in pregnancy are over. I don't want him to come too early to be sure, but oh my...I hope he comes not one day later than he needs to. :)

31 1/2 weeks today....hopefully not more than 8 or so weeks to go. Stay healthy baby boy, and come as soon as you're ready! 

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Milestones Passed...and it's a Boy!

I have been so busy moving to another state and beginning a new (wonderful) job that I haven't had time lately to post, but I am happy to report that we passed our big 10 week hurdle for this pregnancy (we never seemed to make it safely out of the 10th week before), followed by the 12 and 14 week milestones, which, I am told, means that the risk of loss goes way down after that point. I doubt I will ever feel totally safe during the pregnancy, but we are ecstatic to get to this point with all looking "perfect" as my doctor says.

Today I am 17 weeks and at our last scan at 14 weeks, we confirmed that we have a little baby boy. :) We took the MaterniT21 test given my age and history, and it was negative for Trisomy 13 (lost our Annabelle to this), Trisomy 18, and 21. All scans have been on target as well, with no concerns so far, and baby consistently measures 1 week ahead. Grow little one, grow!

Here are the latest scans of our little guy:


A profile shot is above....head is on the left, tummy in the middle, legs on the right.

And below is what they call a "potty shot"...looking from behind, legs in the air, and evidence of boyhood:


DH and I are thrilled to be having a boy and it is a huge relief to be into the second trimester. We are beginning to tell the wider world our news. :) 

Saturday, November 24, 2012

6w5d and 7w3d Ultrasounds

I have actual photos of our little baby! Maybe he/she looks like a blob now, but I was assured that would change in just a matter days.

At our 6 week 5 day ultrasound lil' pumpkin had a heart beat of 137 and looked big for age (though the RE didn't measure at this scan).  We were able to see and hear the heartbeat on the scan and things looked perfect.

You can see the yolk sac on the bottom below the baby, it looks like a ring and the baby is the above it, closer to the uterine wall with the beginning of the placenta forming, creating an outline.

Here is baby at 7 weeks 3 days, looking quite a bit bigger, he/she measured 2 days ahead at 13.9mm (which is good news according to the perinatologist since that means there is no slowing of growth). The heartbeat was beating great at 155:

Above the word BABY you can see the actual umbilical cord arching above the baby and it is attached to the placenta. The tech thought I had an SCH/tiny bleed at the top of the placenta, but the doctor disagreed. The baby's head is on the left facing down and the feet are on the right facing upward. It looks like you can see tiny hand buds on either side of the body. I asked about the dark spot in the baby's head and was told it was a normal part of development and had a name, but I don't remember the term.

I started feeling really sick at the 6 week mark and that has continued. I feel that it's a good sign and it provides me reassurance, even though it is very difficult to function a lot of the time. I also continue with intralipids, Lovenox, baby aspirin, folate/B12, fish and krill oil, calcium, and prenatals.  I have a long way to go yet and my next scan is during week 9. It's hard to wait that long but if things still look good, I will have passed my previous loss anniversaries. Most of the time I try not to think too much about being pregnant, it helps me cope and makes the time go a little faster while I wait to get out of the danger zone.  Stick baby, please stick.   

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

1st Ultrasound 5w2d

My RE brought me in for an early ultrasound today at 5weeks 2days along. The pic above isn't mine, but this is what the screen looked like! Heh.  I was nervous but feeling ready for whatever the news would be.  As soon as the tech turned on the ultrasound screen, I could see one nicely sized gestational sac. So...my beta wonkiness and slow down must have been due to losing one of the embies early on. I did feel some sadness about that, and yet also real relief that one of the embies was pulling through.

As she focused in on the sac, we saw the yolk sac too. I asked about a fetal pole but it was too early to see it clearly. The RE assured me later that this was totally expected at this stage. The gestational sac itself was measuring ahead at 5w5d, so that was comforting. He also said the sac was placed ideally in my uterus.

I left feeling very happy because I have a rationale for the slowing beta finally. I also know the pregnancy is progressing with one embryo on target and that it is not an ectopic pregnancy, nor is it a blighted ovum (because there is a yolk sac present).

I go back for another ultrasound when I reach 6w5d, so I have a bit of a wait, but the wait will be a little more bearable now. I am so grateful for the compassion and understanding of my RE today.