So I knew we conceived immediately after ovulating this cycle and I continued to have every pregnancy symptom known to man, with the biggest symptom being related to my uterus with stretching, tugging enlarging, twitching, and that feeling a rock-in-my-stomach sensation ALL cycle long. I had nausea, bloating, bachache, sore nipples, gas, heartburn, aching teeth, side stitches, light headedness/dizzies, shortness of breath, stuffy nose/throat, and major acne flare up. Yep, I was preggers. I started getting faint lines and squinters late though...around 12DPO and those continued through 16DPO, about 10 of them like the one below, on many different brands and tests.
But today, just before Christmas, the witch showed up along with diving temps, making this my sixth loss in a row. So, happy freakin Christmas to me.
On the hopeful side of things:
A special time of the year
With peace and joy and happiness
...
For opening your presents
Underneath the tree
For spending countless hours
With your familly
That's why i'm drinking,drinking,drinking
I'm gonna drink all day
I'm going home for Christmas
And my family's insane
Just gotta make it through the day
And there's no other way
I'm gonna get drunk drunk drunk
On christmas
I'm particularly upset by this loss because my symptoms were so strong that I really felt pregnant and got my hopes up. And, of course, there's that whole "Christmas miracle" thing to consider in this "magical season." We lost Annabelle around this time 2 years ago and she was also due in August, so I had my heart set on an August baby...it gave me such hope. I think as the losses pile up too, I feel more and more certain that I'm just never going to be able to get a take home baby with DH.
On the hopeful side of things:
1. We got a new diagnosis in 2011 and we're moving to IUI in 2012, now with new meds.
2. Clearly I'm still fertile enough to get pregnant: 3 times in 2011.
3. My body seems to be responsive in terms of hormones to pregnancy.
4. I've been taking supplements for over 3 months along with acupuncture, so my eggs/body should be healthier in 2012 than 2011.
On a lighter/sarcastic note, I did decide I have a new Christmas theme song, "Drunk on Christmas" by Jimmy Fallon. I'm not a drinker, but I do appreciate the sentiment, and YES...I can drink this holiday since I'm not preggers.
Christmas is a time
A special time of the year
With peace and joy and happiness
...
For opening your presents
Underneath the tree
For spending countless hours
With your familly
That's why i'm drinking,drinking,drinking
I'm gonna drink all day
I'm going home for Christmas
And my family's insane
Just gotta make it through the day
And there's no other way
I'm gonna get drunk drunk drunk
On christmas
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